The hardest thing with being a college graduate and working full time is that I have no friends in my city. Sure I have a few people I consider friends, but the people who I consider close friends either live in another city or are adventuring during their post grad life. I basically go home after work everyday and hang out with myself which is fine but I feel like I am missing out on something. I don't have anyone to share my life with and have memories to look back on in the years to come. Basically if anyone in needs a friend in their lives right now, I'm your girl.

This is Poppy Darling, she's the latest addition
to my family and we like to take naps together 

This is where I post most of the pictures that I don't end up instagramming: http://vsco.co/rachelmmo/

Road Trip Tunes

Spring break is finally here! I'm doing a small road trip but having the right tunes are always important. Here are a few of my favorites from my seventeen hour playlist (it definitely needs to be cut down).

Maybe the reason I'm missing you lately is because I never really thought I would lose you. The days we spent together, I never thought what life would be like without you until it happened and I had to learn what that kind life was like. It was only a few months of you and I and I often think back to those days because I thought they made me happy. But as I think back, digging deeper into our conversations, I realize they weren't all that swell (you're word, not mine). You weren't the person I thought you were and you apologized for that, but it still hurts. It still doesn't stop me from wanting to pick up my phone and call you because as much as I know that I am better off without you, I still want to have a conversation. Because I looked forward to our conversations and maybe I just want to look forward to something again.

Sick Days

I've been so sick lately that I haven't been able to live up my last week before the semester starts. I did go back to work on Monday which was hard to do, luckily I only had to work two days and then the rest of the week was mine to recover from whatever bug I got. Here are a few songs that have been helping me get through these past few days.

new year

As of today, 2016 hasn't been too different from 2015 at all. I'm still on instagram too much, still drinking buckets of coffee every morning, still spending money I really don't have. But I am ready to make changes, like get outside more and actually go to all the restaurants I point out when I am downtown.

This morning I went to Ikea and got a new duvet cover and sheets and I am so ready to get back to my apartment tonight and make my bed and not leave it until I need to get up for work in the morning.

But this year, I am hoping to declutter my life a little bit. I desperately need to rid myself of things I am holding onto from high school and the past 3.5 years of college. I want to simplify my closet and only keep clothes I feel good in and get rid of the ones I am holding onto for sentimental reasons. I just want to live my life without holding back and be the happiest me I can possibly be.

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